NOT Your Ordinary Guy!! (About Who I am,,,,,The Good, The Bad and The Honest)

Extremely Goofy For my age. Been called everything from Immature to A Manchild.    I Love My life...It's a quiet one, I owe it all to My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Without him, none of the things in My life would be possible.  I Have an Absolutely Amazing Son, Matthew who is my world. (At His Request, and out of respect for him, he asked that his photos not be posted on the internet, so there will be no photos of my kiddo on here) A Wonderful lady,  Steffanie, who I love dearly and who I am so VERY VERY Blessed to have.   A few Childhood friends that I still keep in touch with. I am A HUGE fan of Alice Cooper. I have been listening to his music ever since he wrote "He's Back the Man Behind the Mask" For Friday the 13th Part 6: Jason Lives.     Do I fit in with *most* everyone else out there? 100% Absolutely NOT! I don't want to be called normal. It's an Insult LOL! I LOVE Who I am as an individual.

THE BAD:    Now for the stuff Most people do not wish to hear.....  I am very much an Introvert and stay to myself. I Love my Friends, but Like Them, I am busy taking care of my parent, so it is difficult to get together with them.  I have Grand Mal Seizures due to being an Epileptic, I take over $1000 dollars a month in seizure medications. I Have high anxiety and am unable to take high stress levels.    on Top of that I Have Adult AD/HD. I grew up an only child, I was VERY Over Protected and Sheltered, and I was In the Hospital alot due to the severity of the Siezures I was having. (I'm saying that the hospital could have been my second home) Used to take my Nintendo console with all my games and wires and hook it up to the Hospital Television back then, just to have something to do.) as a result, I am still a big Gamer today, but prefer the games of the 80s/90s          as those were the ones that occupied my time in the Hospital.  I went through tests... MRIs CAT Scans, ect. Multiple Times, and then, when my seizures got really bad, I was flown to Memphis for 2 Brain surgeries. Super Scary Stuff.  I have never been around many people growing up. My surroundings were Doctors and Nurses. 

so, due to these things, it may seem, to some, that I am one of these that are selfish and self centered. I ABSOLUTELY am not.  My circumstances back then just had me isolated from most of the world.

  I DID, However, grow up with a handful of friends with who have stuck with my through the good and the bad and who I am still friends with and who I Still love dearly. I am forever grateful.

Now for the Good in me: I am A Very caring, loyal person. I do not lie. I am not one of these people who would try to scam you. Now....I will build you up if you give me the chance.  If You need me for any reason, or just need  someone to listen, I am here.   Once I become friends with someone, they are stuck with me as a friend LOL  I am a pretty silly person by nature. I am very giving. I LOVE to get people stuff, just to see them happy. I LOVE the look and/or sound of happiness and surprise about someone. I have recently been realizing that people do things for others and expect something in return, which defeats the ENTIRE PURPOSE of being a giving person. I am NOT one who will EVER expect anything in return EVER. The stuff I Do is out of love. Love expects nothing in return.     I am a "Gamer" since Childhood. (My first Gaming console was the Odyssey2 with K.C. s Krazy Chase) 

THE LETTER FROM THE DOCTOR CONCERNING MY EPILEPSY AND CONDITION GROWING UP: